This needs to be said, and said, and said, until it sinks in.

Steal Like An Artist

Was introduced to Austin Kleon‘s timely little book this morning, via a post full of Kleon’s catchy, inspiring graphics, over on Thoughts On Theatre. Followed her links from there to Kleon’s own site promoting the book.

Steal Like An Artist - Promotional Poster

There’s not much I can say to add to this succinct message. If you are a creative person, you will already, instinctively, intuitively know these things. No doubt you’ve heard the message before…you’ve come across one of the many famous quotes on the subject, or maybe you’ve even thought these things up for yourself, and reading this list simply confirms what you have suspected all along.

Steal Like An Artist - Good theft vs. Bad Theft Poster

And yet, as common and familiar as these ideas are, seeing them still excites creative types. Why? Because while we’ve all heard the message, it hasn’t really sunk in to the point where we believe it, practice it, apply it, and really, truly KNOW it.

Kleon’s message is familiar, but not redundant. These things need to be said, and said, and said, until it sinks in and starts to change us from the inside:

The ability to create is a gift that life gives to everyone—your own creative ideas are a mashup of having seen other people’s creations—and what you then go on to create becomes your gift to the world, your contribution to the massive pool of art, ideas, and thought; you are simply joining in a conversation that started when human life began.

“Creativity is not magic, creativity is for everyone.”

Gillespie, on Charlie 'Bird' Parker

One of my favorite examples of both the continuing life of a good idea, and of artists drawing on what has inspired them in order to go on and make something “same, but different,” are these incarnations of a rhino woodcut that is nearly 500 years old…

rhinoceros

clockwise from top left: anonymous 1514, Durer 1515, Durer 1515, Dali 1956, preemiememe 2009, Hans Burgkmair 1515

Finished my Goodreads Challenge!

goodreads challenge 1
goodreads challenge 2

And the year’s not over yet. I did not think that I would reach my goal of 30 books for the year so quickly! But then I hadn’t taken into account that Kris would be away for nearly 6 months in 2011, or foreseen that I would do almost nothing when home, alone, in the evenings, but read.

I’m not going to review each and every one of these 39 books! And some I’ve already written about in a previous post. But I’ll tell you which ones were my favorites:

Kafka On The Shore

Of all Murakami’s books (that I have read) I must say that Kafka On The Shore is my new favorite. Why? Murakami often makes references to cats in his work…he’s a cat person (and that means I like him already, before reading a word); in Kafka… cats play the biggest role yet. Murakami gives them voices and characters that are so spot-on catlike that every once in a while I wanted to drop the book and pick Dude up, and give him a squeeze, just to let him know that although he doesn’t talk to me, I know that if he did, he would be the most brilliant cat in the Sadgroves Creek. After all, there are no other cats up Sadgroves Creek.

Kafka On The Shore is classical Murakami. Weird and rich, a hybrid creature of pop culture and modern urban living with ancient mythology, battles of magic, and otherworldly fantasy…the world has its own internal rules and (il)logic, and Murakami doesn’t always spell it out for you. You are treated like an adult…some things you must figure out for yourself, some things have more than one answer, and some things are unknowable. Murakami is famous for following a wabi-sabi aesthetic in his writing—sometimes described as one of beauty that is “imperfect, impermanent, and incomplete”—and this is a perfect example of that aesthetic at work.

Also (in my eyes another big plus) I have noticed that in Murakami’s later works the sex is more explicit; there is an urgency, an unabashed eroticism in South of The Border, West of The Sun, Norwegian Wood, and here, in Kafka On The Shore…  that he used to only delicately hint at in the early titles like Dance, Dance, Dance. I love the young, buff, 14-year-old Kafka Tamura in this book…he’s almost unbelievable, this boy —let’s face it, barely a teenager—being so cool, so mature, so deeply philosophical, so well-read, and so, so sexually precocious. I think the only reason I happily suspended my disbelief in Kafka Tamura’s character was because I wanted to believe that such 14-year-olds might exist. How exciting for women everywhere. (Unfortunately, most 14-year-old boys in the real world remind me more of that boy in Joyce Carol Oates sickeningly sad story (I forget the title) where a teacher decides to take her leering student’s sexual advances seriously, drags the boy to a motel, where he dissolves into a scared, whimpering, crying child, and she has to comfort him like a mother while loathing herself *sigh* Oh, Kafka Tamura, wherefore art thou?)

Nexus

This is the last, possibly the best, book of the Rosy Crucifixion trilogy, before the protagonist (Henry Miller) leaves his crazy, pathological, cunning wife, Mona, and heads for Paris to become a writer at last.

I loved both Nexus and Plexus because they read like the desperate, introspective diaries of this brilliant but blocked artist. Too, too familiar, those feverish monologues where, sometimes, he knows without a doubt that he was born to write, that the books lying within him are grand, magnificent works of passion and genius…and at other times where he questions his talents, his own existence as a writer, as an artist, as a human being.  The agony and hope that sing in these pages was both terrible and comforting to me. Knowing, with the reader’s privilege of hindsight, that Miller did go on to pen books that rocked the world, is a great inspiration. Sometimes it can take a long time before the dam bursts, but when you finally find your voice…

“What I really hoped for, no doubt, was to come upon one of those lives which begin nowhere, which lead us through marshes and salt flats, trickling away, seemingly without plan, purpose or goal, and suddenly emerge, gushing like geysers, and never cease gushing, even in death.”
― Henry Miller, Nexus

This quote sums up his trilogy, actually…starting a bit slowly, but gathering momentum, until you’re rushing full-tilt through a world of love, art and life lived to the full. And the power so tremendous that people everywhere continue to read and to love Miller, long after the man himself has gone.

Full of amazing lines about life, love, and the act of creation, there’s more than enough fuel in its genius to stoke the fires of artists for decades more, and, as one Goodreads reader put it, “Henry Miller still pretty much owns your face.”

The Wrong Place

The Wrong Place is a graphic novel by Belgian artist Brecht Evens. As soon as I started reading it, I could sense that strange otherness that many European novels—graphi or otherwise—convey so well.

The story is pretty simple…The Wrong Place revolves around the charismatic Robbie—a kind of Pied Piper of people—who often isn’t present, but tirelessly talked about by denizens of that twilight world of nightclubs and booze halls. He’s sexy, funny, kind-hearted, generous, with a touch of the reckless that makes him irresistible to both the men and women who know him. Everybody wants to be Robbie’s special friend, the one he hangs out with or gives his phone number to. And he’s such a great guy, he seems to have time for all of them, fulfills their little needs, boosts their failing spirits, sees the good and beautiful inside every one of them. Then he’s off again, leading a conga line of colorful characters through the club, leaving you feel special and warm all over. We all know a Robbie, don’t we?

But what makes this book special is Brecht Evens superlative watercolors. Patterns coalesce, overlap and then swim apart again. The colors are jewel-like: vivid and subtly puddled here and there, fading to the lightest wash, and then gathering to the strength of helium balloons through which the sun strikes. There is so much joy in his paintings. But one also catches hints of melancholy—the grey-blue shadows in the corners not lit by twinkling lights— and possibly, a taste of the masked isolation often felt by individuals adrift among the noisy throngs of cocktail-fueled urban nightlife and modern, hit-and-run love.

I would buy this book for the art alone.

Evens has a blog, where his newest graphic novel, The Amateurs (no idea if there is an English version yet)is being talked about at the moment. It looks to be as beautiful as The Wrong Place, if the cover is any indication. Please check it out! Evens deserves an international audience for his work.

Jillian Tamaki’s designs for Penguin Threads are available now!


At last! The new Penguin Threads books with Jillian Tamaki’s embroidered artwork are available for purchase! You can get them at Amazon, and probably every other self-respecting bookstore in the world—they’re Penguin paperbacks, after all.

I just couldn’t resist re-posting these photographs from Jillian Tamaki’s blog…what luscious designs! There’s a marvelous surprise waiting for you on the inside of the book covers, as well…the reverse sides of Jillian’s embroideries! Yes! The Penguin Threads label is living up to its name wonderfully, really giving the craft of embroidery emphasis.

She’s added more in-progress shots from the project, as well…I love this snippet of text from The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett, and so enjoyed seeing the bigger pictures of how the embroideries were worked, complete with absolutely indispensable furry-purry curled up nearby.

detail of embroidered book cover art by Jillian Tamaki

progress shot of embroidered book cover art by Jillian Tamaki

Now here’s my dilemma: I love these cover designs, but don’t care for these particular books!

I’ve read them all, and they’re not really books I need to own copies of. The Secret Garden and Black Beauty are really more young adult fare…sort of on the same shelf with Alcott’s Little Women, Montgomery’s Anne of Green Gables, and Harper Lee’s To Kill A Mockingbird.

I’ll just have to drool over the pictures of Tamaki’s fabulous, fabulous work, and maybe take it as a springboard of inspiration for the design of my next journal cover (I’m talking about my own personal journal..my trusty old Twist and Shout has about 50 blank pages left, I just noticed last night…I’m going to need a new journal by the start of 2012, I think.)

If you could see any literary title embroidered and published by Penguin Threads this way, which one would you choose?

Note: Hang on, your favorite title may already be in the works! The next cluster of books to be commissioned by Penguin Threads have been designed and worked by Rachel Sumpter: Little Women (Louisa May Alcott), The Wind in The WIllows (Kenneth Graham) and The Wizard of Oz (Frank L. Baum). Have a look at them on Rachel Sumpter’s Flickr.

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Star of the Sea

star of the sea
star of the sea

Sat quietly on the boat yesterday, embroidering this little feather star, my Stella Maris…a simple project, using just straight stitches and some iridescent DMC stranded polyester floss. Signs of the coming wet season fill me with a gentle melancholy, and the lovesick madness that inspired my last post has passed.

I woke up Monday morning as though from a long and bizarre dream…shook my head to clear away the last drifts of fairy dust, and knew it was all over. “Madness,” I call it, thinking myself free and restored to sanity after that week of lunacy (I am convinced now that it was the full moon) though last night this passage from Henry Miller’s Nexus seemed to speak directly to my experience, and left me smiling at the poignancy of it all:

Fleeting though such a love may be, can we say that there had been a loss? The only possible loss—and how well the true lover knows it!—is the lack of that undying affection which the other inspired. What a drab, dismal, fateful day that is when the lover suddenly realizes that he is no longer possessed, that he is cured, so to speak, of his great love! When he refers to it, even unconsciously, as a “madness”. The feeling of relief engendered by such an awakening may lead one to believe in all sincerity that he has regained his freedom. But at what price! What a poverty-stricken sort of freedom. Is it not a calamity to gaze once again upon the world with everyday sight, everyday wisdom? Is it not heartbreaking to find oneself surrounded by beings who are familiar and commonplace? Is it not frightening to think that one must carry on, as they say, but with stones in one’s belly and gravel in one’s mouth? To find ashes, nothing but ashes, where once were blazing suns, wonders, glories, wonders upon wonders, glory beyond glory, and all freely created as from some magic fount?

If there is anything which deserves to be called miraculous, is it not love? What other power, what other mysterious force is there which can invest life with such undeniable splendour?

And it’s so true. The craziness that took over my life last week may have been unnerving because I seemed to have so little control over my own feelings, yet I felt thrillingly alive because of it. I had vivid dreams, and walked through the world on a tiny little roller-skate-shaped clouds, and everything was intense, humming and wonderful. I wanted to ravish the world, and it seemed to want me back.

The return to sanity is, in a way, the end of magic.

goodbye, winter...

The dry wintery weather may be gone for good, I think. Up at 5 this morning, waiting for the sunrise, which never quite blazed forth. Instead, a milky light broke wanly from underneath a long, smoke-dark cloud that stretched across the harbour, and a windless hush came over the water. It started to drizzle soon after that, and went on for about an hour. The air smelled of wet leaves and watermelon. Don’t ask me why the sea sometimes smells like watermelon, it just does, okay? Trust me.

reading pile…

Picnik collage

Between bouts of painting or embroidery, I have also been reading. What a delicious, decadent thing it is to have the afternoon off, and a new book from the library waiting to be cracked open! I get shivers of pleasure just knowing that such an afternoon is waiting for me. I can’t get over what a privilege it is to be able to sit down for a spell, open a book, and—how can this not be magic?—suddenly find a distinct human voice, the voice of an author…from another place, a different culture, another time, start to speak.

These are the books I’ve managed to read since August. Any of them familiar to you? If you’ve read a title or more, I’d love to hear what you thought of it/them.

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Status Anxiety and How Proust Can Change Your Life,

both by Alain de Botton

Fine, fine, I’m a big fan of pretty much anything de Botton writes. I like the easy, familiar, almost casual way he moves through forests of philosophy, literature, and The Big Ideas. I like the way he applies classical thinking to solve or at least illuminate very ordinary, modern problems—calling on heavy artillery like Aristotle, Seneca, Schopenhauer, Nietzsche, Montaigne, Proust and many others, to deal with these sordid, pathetic, all-too-human grievances.

Fragile Things: Short Fictions and Wonders by Neil Gaiman

What can I say? Gaiman is a fantastic storyteller, with an imagination that is not of this world. He is playful and experiments a lot—as he did with the stories and fragments in this work—but his play is backed up by a tremendous body of knowledge about all things strange, creepy, sublime; also, a passionate curiosity about all the quirky things that make up the experience of being human. When this writer asks “What if…?” universes are banged into existence, and some of them are so wonderful that I find myself wishing I could apply for citizenship, and move there. Also, his language is a joy. Neither too erudite nor dumbed down, the words are chosen not only for their meanings, but for their music. Gaiman’s stories are perfect to read out loud, because they sound lovely. Not a word out of place, not one unnecessary phrase or sentence.  Hard to explain, neither frugal nor extravagant…like Goldilocks’s porridge test, Gaiman’s choice of “the best words, in the best order” is somehow Just Right.

My only puzzled question about Fragile Things pertains to his story about a Chinese Emperor who went crazy designing bigger and bigger maps…maps so true to the original (scale 1:1) that they became quite useless.  Gaiman writes a short introduction/background about each of his stories, and I couldn’t figure out why, in his introduction to this particular story, he made absolutely no mention of either Lewis Carrol‘s Sylvie and Bruno, or Jorge Luis Borges‘ short story The Rigours of Science (Del rigor en la ciencia) upon which Gaiman so obviously based his own work on. I cannot believe it was oversight, and I am positive he did borrow the idea from one or the other, if not both…there is no way that he could have stumbled upon the same idea on his own…not because he isn’t clever enough, but because it would have been impossible for a writer and reader of his calibre to avoid Carrol’s and Borges’ story in all the years of his life. Maybe he just didn’t think it mattered enough to mention his sources…*shrugs* Fair enough, I’ll accept that. I’ll accept anything, so long as Gaiman writes it. *smile*

Twilight of Love: Travels with Turgenev by Robert Dessaix

Interestingly, Robert Dessaix’s wiki says that this work takes its inspiration from “Alain de Botton‘s works on travel, art and philosophy.” Explains why I like it so much, it does run along the same vein. Defying classification, it is a personal travelogue that incorporates, or at times runs parallel to biographical notes on Turgenev. I love both kinds of writing…artistic or philosophical reflections upon travel, as well as stories of the larger-than-life Russian writers of the 19th century. This book was like listening to an orchestra perform a major work: pleasurable and rich, but I had to work for that pleasure, I had to pay attention in order to get something back.

The Library At Night by Alberto Manguel

Books about books are some of my favorite reading. The Library At Night looks at both real , fictional, and mythical libraries. Manguel writes about library architecture, unusual and eccentric systems of cataloguing, the destruction of some of the world’s greatest libraries, the survival of others, about famous librarians (Borges, already blind, became Director of The National Library in Buenos Aires). It’s a beautiful celebration of the library as more than just a storage for books, but a symbol of man’s thirst for knowledge, of human life (as in Borges’ fictional library, where heaven is a library and every life is a book), in our longing—already become nostalgia—for immortality.

After Dark by Haruki Murakami

Not among my major favorites by this author, but I liked fragments tucked away here and there. The world in Murakami’s writing is generally quite stark, lonely, isolated…one gets the impression of too much unnatural light…small cold rooms in large unfeeling buildings…the echoing sanitary hallways of hospitals…and there is always a maddening feeling that everything has gone quiet, expectant, and something is about to explode. In his major novels, explode it does, and there a very satisfying catharsis. After Dark sort of kept that hushed and expectant feeling through to the end, and after I’d shut the book I felt like there were bright white spots clouding my vision, as though I’d been staring at a thousand-watt bulb for three hours, when the lights were suddenly turned off.

An interesting thing about this book is that the persona is Mari, a young woman…usually his personas are male (though I have not read all his novels). Although even as the lead character, Mari is rather meek. She’s cool—I liked her—not a silly, giggling girl, but slightly cynical, guarded, definitely able to think for herself, a reader of thick books. A friend of mine told me she was irritated by the way Murakami depicts women: weak, passive, victims, prizes, or objects. I agree, Murakami’s women are mannequins; but I’m way past the point where I read a feminist slight into this, or insist that a book’s female characters be strong and complex and compelling. Probably because I am past the age of looking for female role models from among the characters in books. Also, it must be terribly hard to be a typical male, and write from within the head of woman. Come to think of it, many of the male-authored female characters I have enjoyed were so likeable probably because they were actually men, trying to be women, and that’s what made them so tough.

The parts I loved in this book are where Murakami writes about the Dark, the Night, the phantom hours between nightfall and dusk…where, he posits, the hard, crisp edges between people dissolve, the boundaries waver, reality twists and our dreams and fears and pain and longing all become part of one dark, deep, monster-trawled ocean. Like Robert Frost, Murakami is one acquainted with the night…and he reveals these long, lonely hours with tenderness, with knowing.

Strangers by Taichi Yamada

This is a great little jewel of a book, a ghost story quite unlike your typical Western ghost story. A television scriptwriter moves into his office after losing his house to his ex-wife in divorce. The building is occupied by businesses and offices—buzzing with phones and commerce by day, but empty at night—and there are only two people who actually live in units, the writer, and a young woman named Kei. The ghosts of the story are the writer’s parents, and there is nothing terrifying about them…quite the opposite, they are lovely people and being able to see them again brings the writer tremendous joy and peace. But the unnatura contact between the living and the dead is killing him. Kei’s love for him seems like the only thing that can save him from crossing over to the other side.

this short novel blew my mind. The writing (even in translation) was refreshingly bland…no, really! It’s like your own voice, when it’s running along, in its ordinary way, in your own head…and that’s what gave this work such verisimilitude: No heroic or poetic pronouncements, no Henry Miller cerebral acrobatics (see next book)…just a salary man muttering and musing to himself. It’s a voice you don’t hear all the time unless you are alone a lot. And that’s what this book is all about…the tremendous loneliness that can exist in individuals, and their desperate attempts to break out of that loneliness, and connect with one another.

The ending of Strangers totally threw me for a loop, too…no spoilers, this is one you’ve got to read for yourself. It’s delicious.

Plexus by Henry Miller

Fascinating Mr. Miller…Plexus is the second in a trilogy known as the Rosy Crucifixion Trilogy. The novel is largely autobiographical, and covers the period in Miller’s life when he and his second wife were bumming in New York…trying to find the money to live in the decadent and high-spirited way to which they were accustomed, but without having to succumb to a regular and soul-killing nine-to-five job. Not yet published, but convinced that he is destined to be a writer, Miller seems so ‘stuck’ and yet manages to hang onto his conviction that one day he will write something, and it will be amazing.

And so he did. This is a massive book, so much (disparate) material mixed into it (just like a real life, I guess you could say) and sometimes Miller waxes sentimental, sometimes he’s a bearded prophet in furs, come out of the wilderness raving and prophetic, and sometimes he’s a lazy and irresponsible jerk, but always, always, he is an artist, deep in his soul—not just when it’s easy or convenient, but even when they haven’t eaten for days, or have nowhere to sleep, Henry Miller knows that to run for security and comfort will cut him off from the writer he is destined to be. And those are the best parts of the book, the art and literature ravings, the gut-wrenching fears of failure, the struggle to stay true to something that nobody else can see. I think every artist should read Plexus, to see that the creative life isn’t always a bed of roses, sometimes it’s a road to crucifixion.

Lateral Thinking by Edward de Bono

this will have to wait…I’m not very deep into it, yet. Jumped the gun, adding it to the mosaic (for symmetry’s sake, no doubt).

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I don’t feel comfortable reviewing books…I pretty much like anything that I read, because the ones I can’t stand, I don’t bother to finish. Really, in the end, everyone’s got their likes and dislikes, I think that one should read whatever calls out to her, and not force herself to read those titles—however classical, celebrated, or popular they may be—which she clearly does not enjoy.

That said, give each book a chance, read at least a few pages to see how it develops…to reject a book simply because you have decided you don’t like the genre it has been thrown in with, or precisely because it is the sort of doorstop tome that snooty literary types insist you must read, is just as foolish. A book is a voice, and every voice deserves a chance to make itself heard, if only so that you can make an informed decision about whether you want to go on listening to that voice or not.

Mushroom Kitty and 26 dresses

Mushroom Kitty by Marita Albers
I had a stall at the Happy Yess Market last Sunday, where I fell in love with Mushroom Kitty, a plump, placid, and gentle-looking softie made by the always-amazing painter Marita Albers. Kitty’s face—with Marita’s signature dark, sleepy eyes and brilliant colors—is handpainted canvas, appliquéd onto an oh-so-squeezable fabric body.

Two-kitty Household
I’ve wanted a creation of Marita’s for ages…she makes so many beautiful things, and is one of Darwin’s favorite artists; when I saw the kitty, I knew I had to have her. Amazingly, Marita wanted one of the journals I was selling, so we did a trade. Wohoo! One of those wonderful exchanges where both sides are thrilled with their lot, and each maker feels that she has gotten the better end of the deal. Win-win!

So now SonOfAGun is a two-cat houeshold…though Dude isn’t thrilled about that, and seems determined to snub the new sibling. Which is a good thing: he won’t cover her in cat hair.

Yoshiko Tsukiori's Stylish dress book

Yesterday was something of a shitty day for me. It was unbearably hot in the kitchen where I work, and everyone was grumpy or depressed. There was news on the radio of a grisly collision between a fire truck and a car…the truck driver in critical condition, the couple in the car were dead…and later we learned that we sort of knew them, they used to work in the same arcade at the mall, and buy fresh juices from us once in a while. It cast a sadness over everyone.

Manic Monday: customers were sullen and rude…car drivers were arrogant…even the check-out guy at Woolworth’s was being a sour-faced, sarcastic arsehole. Shortly after I’d knocked off from work my brother rang—family news, never wonderful these days, about our parents’ failing health and rising expenses—and while it wasn’t very bad, it made me feel pressured and impotent. I think I hated the world yesterday.

As I talked on the phone, I wandered aimlessly around the Smith Street Mall; when I hung up I was inside The Bookstore, staring blindly at a shelf full of craft books. Yoshiko Tsukiori’s Stylish dress book: wear with freedom was there, looking muted, elegant, and ethereal among all the candy-loud sewing books. I had seen reviews of the book online, and meant to buy it one of these days. So I took it home with me.
Yoshiko Tsukiori's Stylish dress book

I’m not such a cotton-head that I will now say “buying that book cheered me up right away, and I floated out of the mall and down the hill, dreaming of cute dresses” because it didn’t. I bought it because it gave me something to do with my hands, somewhere to put my feelings. I was going to get a copy anyway, so it made sense to do it then. I bought it, and forgot about it. I went tired home.

Yoshiko Tsukiori's Stylish dress book

In the light of a beautiful morning, surrounded by water and the sound of wind through mangrove boughs, I remembered the book, and can better appreciate it, now that my heart and I have had some rest. I like most of the dresses, though they wouldn’t look as lovely on me as they do on these doll-faced, delicate Japanese models, of course.

They’re simple, almost plain, dresses—almost as though they were made of flat pieces of paper—but look so comfortable and cool, seem easy to make (well, we shall see!), and I love to wear things like this at home, while I paint, read, clean, or stitch, though I can’t see myself going out in one of these, worn as a dress. I might wear some of them over jeans. I do not rock the frock. Never did. Even as a 6-year-old, I was a jeans (bell-bottoms, actually) person. Still am, in my heart of hearts. The tomboy who never grew up. :)

The clothes themselves are so basic that they could easily transcend fashion and fads, though the photographs have ‘hipster,’ written in crocheted-doily-ink, all over them—especially the recipe for cookies in the middle of the book. Luckily, I don’t like cookies, and I’m too fat to be a hipster *laugh* so I am safe from the slippery slopes of that sticky-sweet pit…

cookie recipe in Yoshiko Tsukiori's Stylish dress book

Swallowed by the fog

setting out

After a coffee and a bit of last-minute cuddling, Kris took leave of our houseboat, SonOfAGun. He rowed over to his sailboat, Kehaar, pulled her rag (sail) up, dropped the mooring lines, and was off. He sailed past me on the way out, and I busied myself with taking pictures so that I wouldn’t burst out bawling. He’ll be gone for about four months, this time, and although we are often apart—he goes on adventures and chases down dreams, while I take more ordinary trips to visit parents and friends—I still snuffle, snort, and weep at departures.

sailing past

Going to Asia in THAT?!

You bet. Kehaar has done 47,000 miles of sailing. She’s been up to Vladivostok, to Busan (Korea), spent years in the fishing harbors of Japan, hopped the islands of Southeast Asia, traversed the Indian Ocean, wiggled up rivers in Madagascar, done some trading in Zanzibar, and lolled in Jo’burg…in fact, we came to Darwin together in this small boat, 6 years ago. These 14 years of unconventional sailing came together in the book Monsoon Dervish, which we finally published (ourselves…the first and second printings were even bound by hand!) in 2009.

The boat has a quarter-inch steel hull with bilge keel, a Chinese junk rig (unstayed). She has no engine or propeller, nor any sort of electronics on board. Hardcore sailing, the old-fashioned way: a concentrated elixir of wits, skill, nerves, patience, fear, and self-reliance.

A heavy fog rolled into the harbor as Kris was sailing out, and my photos went from ‘clear morning sunlight on the water’ shots , to grey and hazy milk-soused scenes, in a matter of minutes. Before I knew it, Kris and his boat had disappeared into the sea smoke.
swallowed by the fog

Bon voyage, my love.